I've got to admit it.
Life is getting to me lately. Or rather, the monotony of life. Five days out of my week look remarkably similar. Get up at 6:00. Check the bank account online & balance the checkbook. Wake the kids & feed them breakfast, pack lunches, run around like a chicken with my head cut off to get everyone (myself included) out the door on time. Go to work, come home. Evening activies, go to bed. Rinse & repeat.
If Saturdays brought some excitement, I could deal with the weekly schedule looking the same over and over, but it hasn't really been that way in a while. Honestly, we can't afford to do anything "exciting". Once in a while when we do go do something, we end up "paying for it" the rest of the month ($$) so it almost makes it not worth it to go have fun with the kids. Of course, I know they're worth it and I long for the memory-making fun stuff, but it's hard to get excited about spending money we really don't have when it means we're going to 'feel it' for the next several weeks 'til the next paycheck. I long for the day when we have money to spare in the checkbook and life feels a little easier. It may never happen, but a girl can dream, right?
I have never struggled with depression, but lately I can see how easy it would be for day to day life to wear you down to a point where you slipped into depression. When you feel like you run 24 hours a day and you're never getting ahead, ugh!
But enough of that!
I'm going to try to begin blogging more. In the past, I used this site as just a daily (or at least weekly) journal of what's going on at our house with our family. In the past year or so, I got away from that, mostly just sharing whatever was on my mind or heart or on "big" days (holidays, etc). But I want to get back to journalling more. So here's a quick look at a few things from this past week.
Sarah tried out for the UIL Dictionary Skills team at her school a couple weeks ago. She found out this past week that she made the team! I'm not even totally sure what a dictionary skills team does, but we're proud that she gave it a shot & made the team!
A couple weeks ago, I bought a Groupon for personalized photo Christmas cards. We've never done that before & I am way more excited about it than I should be. I just have to go to the site, pick out the template I want to use, upload the pics and press "order". I've narrowed it down and keep going back to the site to look at them again. I have to order them by Nov. 9th so I have a little more time.
This week we got to play host to one of my BFF's daughters while she was out of town. We rarely ever (ok, pretty much NEVER) have an overnight guest on a school night because it's just too hard to get everyone to bed and awake on time for school. But that wasn't the case this time! I feel so honored that my girlfriend chose to let us keep her daughter. We lovingly call her my niece & my kids call my girlfriend "Aunt Tara". They totally adore her (as do I).
A girlfriend of mine in North Carolina is a freelance writer. To be honest, I'm totally jealous that she gets paid (pretty good money, too!) to write all day. Now and then she needs help getting all her articles written & she has a team of writers who work under her to tackle the big jobs. I've joined her writing team and just got my first paycheck from her last week. I won't ever make as much as she does because I only have time to write an article or two (or maybe 3-4) per week, but it's fun to get to do something semi-professionally that I'd love to do full time one day.
Speaking of those "full time, one day" hopes: in January I hit the 1 year mark of writing a column for our local paper. It's just a volunteer job (no pay) but I have a lot of fun writing it! I find it hard to swallow (still!) that I'm really being published & people are reading it! Maybe one day this will help my writing resume! You know, the resume I'll use when I'm older, richer, able to quit working because I have to and able to begin teaching again (because I love it) and working on writing that book that I've been thinking about all these years. Sigh. Wouldn't that be cool?
Time for me to read my Sunday School lesson for tomorrow morning & hit the sack.
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