Thursday, May 31, 2007

last day of work

Today wasn't as "bad" as I thought it would be.  In fact, it wasn't until I went & put my key on my boss's desk that I got teary eyed.  Up until then, I was alright.  Somehow, though, the finality of turning in my key made it seem very real.  Even so, the sad moment didn't last too long.  By the time I got in the car, the 90 degree humid heat was all that was bothering me.

I spent a ton of time today packing up my room.  My kids all brought me gifts.  I love that part of teaching!  :)  I got a lot of neat stuff and a little "parting gift" from the center.  That was nice!!

And ya know what?  God's got a plan for my future.  I'm not worried about it.  The interview(s) that I have coming up go the way God intended.  The words that spill from my mouth will be what God has me to say.  And if I'm supposed to get one of these jobs, He'll work out those details.  I just have to sit back & relax and let Him handle it.

I decided in the past 24 hours that there are tons of jobs out there---even if some of them aren't the most 'glamourous'.  I mean, really.....there are video stores, restaurants, retail stores and all sorts of places that typically are run by teenagers & college kids.  If all the jobs w/ the school system don't work out & I walk into one of those places at the end of the summer telling them that I'm willing to promise them the following nine months' time, I bet they'd jump on that!  I mean, most college kids/teens aren't exactly the most reliable or dependable & if they have an ADULT committed to be at work 5 days/week for nine months, that's better than most of their regular employees!  I could feasibly get a new job every August and quit at the end of the school year to spend summers at home w/ the kids.  I could spend every year doing something different, exploring the world via all sorts of different jobs.  It could be a great adventure, right?  :)

Seriously, that's an option......  I'm still going to be hunting for jobs in the meantime, but if the summer comes & goes and I am still looking, I will definately consider the possibility of something like this (above).

If you hear of someone looking for a willing, dependable, loyal employee to work during the school year only from 8:30 or 9:00 til 2:00 or 2:30, give them my name!  I'm their girl!  :)

Another interview!

On Tuesday, I have another interview!  This time it's at Holloway.  It's the job #3 in this post:  http://journals.aol.com/lizreeves2/Ourgrowingfamily/entries/2007/05/15/news-on-the-job-front/649

Say a prayer for me, ok?

 

OOPS!!!!!!!!!!  It's actually #4 from the post above, not #3.

Tuesday, May 29, 2007

the end of another season

In the Spring of 05, we registered Sarah for a Fall 05 Mother's Day Out program.  Her older siblings would all be in school in the Fall and for the first time, she'd be home "alone" (well, without any sibs).  We figured she'd get bored hanging out w/ "just mom" and she really did need some practice at social skills.  She is definately our most shy kiddo, so we signed up for a once a week trip to Mother's Day Out.  We never did any sort of preschool or MDO program for the older 2 kids, so this was a big deal for all of us.

After registering her, I started daydreaming of the "perfect" job for me.  I was thinking about the NEXT fall (2006) when she would start Kindergarten.  It hit me that the hours of the Mother's Day Out program would make for an ideal job for me---if they needed another Mother's Day Out teacher in 2006, that is.  The idea of working 2 days/week, making a little extra money, always being home when the kids needed me.....ahhhh....sounds wonderful doesn't it?  On a whim, I emailed the director of the center where we'd signed her up to see if she anticipated needing another MDO teacher the FOLLOWING Fall.  I figured she'd laugh me off as I listed all of my conditions to working.  As it turned out, they needed a Mother's Day Out teacher right away!  I was a little stunned, but agreed to think about it & talk to Larry.  Well, long story short, I took the job.  Sarah was able to go with me to work and she was right next door to me all year.  It was a great year for both of us!

I continued teaching the MDO program this year.  I have loved it!  Not only do I have the ideal job for a stay at home mom who still wants to be at home, I have the best place in the world to work!  My bosses are good friends.  My coworkers are like family.  The kids I teach feel like my own after having spent a year with them.  I really can't think of a better place to work.  When Larry had his back surgery in October, they called to check on him.  When A&K moved out in March, my boss told me to take the week off & take care of things at home.  They sent me a card to check on me mid-week & were there with loving arms when I returned.  The "family" I've become a part of up there is incredibly caring.

And yet, for all the emotional ties I have to this great place, that season is ending.  I can hardly believe that Thursday will be my last day there.  Today I began packing up 2 years worth of curriculum, 2 years worth of pictures the kids have drawn for me, 2 years worth of supplies.......and as I did, I realized just how much I'm going to miss this place!

No longer will I wear a lanyard with an electronic key attached.  No longer will I carry a walkie talkie around in case someone throws up or breaks an arm.  :)  No longer will I stop at the infant room twice a day to say hello or goodbye to the babies.  I won't be listening for the day care bus in the afternoons to announce my childrens' arrival.  I won't be hugged around the knees by 2 year olds that are just happy to see me walk into their room.  I won't be singing any more songs in chapel with funny hand motions & listening to a Bible story told by an enthusiastic day care director.  I won't be vacuuming up spilled lunches or fuzzy pieces of the feathers on the dress up costumes in the afternoons.  I'll no longer be walking a handful of 3 & 4 year olds to the gym when it's raining or trying to steer them clear of the mud at the construction site on the way to the playground.  No longer will you hear me singing songs about putting your ear/head/back/hand/shoulder/bottom on the wall.  I won't be pouring small sippy cups full of soy milk anymore and you won't see me tiptoeing around the day care center looking for the class's missing yellow duck during our pond unit.  You won't find me cutting out dinosaur patterns or bumble bee wings.

But ya know what?  You also won't see me wiping the tears from my eyes as I pray for "my kids".  You won't watch me hug my class goodbye in the afternoon.  You won't hear the classical music playing at naptime or see little arms reaching up for one more 'goodnight' hug.  You'll no longer see me urging along a potty trainer or snuggling tight a child with a booboo.  I won't be hearing sweet lunchtime prayers anymore or opening packages of fruit snacks for little hands.  I won't be telling Bible stories & memory verses while "my kids" eat a quick snack.  You won't see me on the holiday aisle at Walmart stocking up on treats & favors for my class.

On Thursday, my class doesn't know it, but they'll go to the playground with another teacher while I make a flying trip to McDonald's for happy meals--our last lunch together.  On Thursday, I'll wipe one last nose & change one more diaper.  On Thursday, I'll sing one last round of silly songs & practice walking like a dinosaur one more time.  On Thursday, I'll have a bubble in my mouth & a ducktail on my back.  I'll talk in silly voices while I read a story & act out the part of the silly goose one last time.  On Thursday, I will teach a Bible story and hug 7 more little necks goodbye...one last time.

And when the time rolls around and I take the May 2007 calendar off the door for the final time, I will clock out & drive away.  So if you see me driving down Troup Highway with tears in my eyes sometime Thursday night, you'll know why.

I love you Glenna, Becky, Brenda, Donna, Shanah, Marla, Heather, Heather, Kenda, Michelle, Kim, Mamie, Wendi, Cynthia, Mona, Kathryn, Danielle, Ann, Keri, Natalie, Emily, Monique, DeeDee, Cassie, Sophie, Gayla, Marcia, and everyone else!!!!!!!!!!!  (I couldn't possibly remember everyone's names, but please know I love you all!!)  You will be greatly missed.  Life may take us in 40 different directions this Fall, but my prayers will go with you wherever you go!

Farewell Pleasant Hill Child Development Center.

Sunday, May 27, 2007

Savannah's got her first job!

A few weeks ago, Larry talked to Savannah's vice principal's wife at Samuel's T-ball game.  She told him that every year, they hire a 6th grader to "tutor" their two boys after school.  The truth is, it's more of a babysitting thing, but they tell the boys it's "tutoring" because they think they're too big to need a babysitter!  They have the 6th grader get the boys off the bus in the afternoon (at the same campus where Savannah will be) and take them to a particular room in the school to work on their homework til their dad finishes up his day.  (usually around an hour's time)  Then he takes the 6th grader & his boys home.  They pay the 6th grader to watch the boys every 2 weeks.  She was curious if Savannah might be interested.

When Savannah heard this, she was tickled pink & immediately went to school & told the vice principal that she would love to do the job.  He told her to wait til closer to the end of the year & they'd talk again.

On Friday, she came home all excited & said "I got the job!!!!!!!!!!!".  She is over the moon.  She's already planning on saving the $$ the first 2 months & buying a Nintendo DS with it.  She's been begging for one since before Christmas, so I know she'll stick with that & really do it.

Hard to believe my 10 year old is more job secure for the Fall than I am!  LOL!

Monday, May 21, 2007

Christian fiction suggestions?

Anybody got any good suggestions for me?  I fell in love w/ Francine Rivers after reading "Redeeming Love".  I've read "And the Shofar Blew", "The Scarlet Thread", "The Last Sin Eater" & "The Atonement Child" of hers.  Loved them all.  But...I can't seem to get "into" any of her other books.

I recently started reading Karen Kingsbury.  I'm on the last book from the Redemption series now & love it!  I've already checked out "Oceans Apart" from the library.  It's one of her stand alone books, but I want to read the Firstborn series next.

I've read some of Lori Wick's stuff & like it, but don't really get sucked into it as much as I've done w/ the other stuff I've read.

So......any suggestions for drama/romance sort of novels in the Christian fiction world?

quick update

We are waiting for daddy to get home so we can eat supper.  The kids are watching a movie we got at the library today, so I'm free for a few minutes.

Just a quick update on things I've posted about recently----

I think the interview went ok Friday.  I didn't come away with 2 best friends or anything, but I did feel pretty good about how it went as far as the impression I made goes.  Over the weekend, however, I felt a strong sense of "this isn't the right job for you".  It doesn't help any that there were other candidates better qualified.  I didn't feel like I'd ever really be comfortable doing the job.  I was afraid I'd spend the year sorta 1/2 way doing the job, hoping to get it done correctly.  It just wasn't something I'd ever get relaxed in, so I withdrew my application this morning.  Now I'm just moving onto the other things I applied for.  We'll see what happens with those.

We heard from Andrew & Kourtney Saturday night.  It was such a great phone call!!  Things are going better than we had previously understood them to be so that's awesome!  One sad thing, though, was that Kourtney got on the phone w/ me & cried & cried.  She wants to come back here.  :(  I felt so horrible having to tell her she couldn't.  If I could have her back, I'd do it in a heartbeat.  I love Andrew with my all my heart, but I know it just doesn't work with him here.  I never had a problem with Kourtney & would love to have been able to keep her here.  :::sigh:::  God is in control, God is in control....(gotta keep reminding myself)

On Sunday night, Savannah did her last performance w/ the children's choir at church.  Although they don't officially promote til later on, this was the last performance.  My baby girl is going into the Youth group!  Sniff, sniff...where did I put that Kleenex?

All is well around here.  PTL, He is good!

 

Friday, May 18, 2007

interview is over

Well...I'm not holding my breath.  It went alright, but I didn't really get a vibe either way....that they loved or hated me.  I guess we'll see.